Afoplismos pliris...
Mou to eixe pei... otan eixe diabasei ekeino to mail tote pou nomiza oti pote den tha gnwristoume apo konta... Exw 2 polu duskoles douleies, to teleutaio pou thelw einai na exw mia ennoia stin Ellada. Pws den to akousa tote? Pws tha mporousa na thewrw oti me koroidepse tin stigmi pou itan to prwto pou eipe..
Eimai anthrwpo spou fantazetai polu. Otan kathomai to brady na koimithw to myalo mou taksideuei ... eite einai tromera stenaxwro taksidi... eite einai to kalutero dunato. Panta eimai i pio sumpathis, i pio epithimiti. Ola sta ksupnia mou oneira einai uperoxa. Etsi kai me auton opote oenireuomoun panta me ithele... panta me anazitouse. Isws na min ekana gia tosous mines oneira an den eixa kai to feedback. Giati opote skeftomoun oti den me anazitei pote, oti gia auton den eimai para ena nick isws ligo diaforetiko apo ta alla, alla panta ena nick, kathe fora pou to epairna apofasi, erxotan kai mou elege...
-Ep, etrexa na ftasw spiti gia na se petyxw online...
Kai ksana ta oneira mou gemizan apo auton. Kai omws, mou to eixe pei, DEN mporw na exw na skeftomai oti einai kapoios pisw kai perimenei... Tote giati mou elege oti exw to potential kapoiou pou tha mporouse na basistei? Giati mou eipe oti an iparxei thelisi ola ginontai... Mipws poli apla den iparxei thelisi?
Exw ftasei se shmeio pou ksaplwnw to brady, mia stigmi entelws diki mou kai kanenos allou opou mporw na skeftw O,TI egw goustarw kai omws... pleon einai adunato na skeftw otidipote to thetiko mazi tou, den blepw fws apo pouthena. Kai auto pou me skotwnei einai to potential pou elege... Ti kai pws kai poso tha MPOROUSE na einai otidipote metaksi mas.
Den thimamai pio palia.. me ton prwin mou as poume pou ton ithele sxedon gia 2 xronia prin ta ftiaksoume... enoiwtha toso xalia? Enoiwtha toso anaksia kai axristi? Enoiwtha toso gomena_pros_apofigi? Den kserw... Kai anarwtiemai pou pige autos o dinamikos anthrwpos pou xwnotan stis katastaseis kai ta tinaze ola sto aera. Me exei afoplisei. Den eimai egw.. Den mou aresei auto pou eimai opote pws einai dynaton na aresei se allon...
Den zhtaw oute na mou uposxethei aiwnia agaph kai desmeusi, oute kan na periorisei otidipote apo tin zwi tou gia emena. Na mou ksekatharisei ti noiwthei. AN noiwthei... Tin teleutaia fora pou milisame imoun entelws tipiki... to idio kai autos. Shmeiwteon oti den mou milise autos.. PALI egw ton epiasa. Sto telos mou egrapse ena filakia... den kserw apo ti to ekane... apo sunitheia, apo anagi... to idio mou kanei. Den mou eksigise tpt oute pote efige oute pws oute kan ti egine...
Den mou aksizei tetoia sumperifora kai to kserw. Se kanenan den tha aksize. Alla den kserw giati to paleuw akoma... Milisa me tin Petro proxtes. O Petros einai mia poli endiaferousa periptwsi andra... Me tromeri kaliergeia san anthrwpos kai polles empeiries. Kanonisame na brethoume kapoio sab/kur na pame ekdromi. Stin skepsi kai mono oti mporei na me aggiksei to mualo mou fernei tin eikona tou allou...
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Ivresse
Eimai anthrwpo spou fantazetai polu. Otan kathomai to brady na koimithw to myalo mou taksideuei ... eite einai tromera stenaxwro taksidi... eite einai to kalutero dunato. Panta eimai i pio sumpathis, i pio epithimiti. Ola sta ksupnia mou oneira einai uperoxa. Etsi kai me auton opote oenireuomoun panta me ithele... panta me anazitouse. Isws na min ekana gia tosous mines oneira an den eixa kai to feedback. Giati opote skeftomoun oti den me anazitei pote, oti gia auton den eimai para ena nick isws ligo diaforetiko apo ta alla, alla panta ena nick, kathe fora pou to epairna apofasi, erxotan kai mou elege...
-Ep, etrexa na ftasw spiti gia na se petyxw online...
Kai ksana ta oneira mou gemizan apo auton. Kai omws, mou to eixe pei, DEN mporw na exw na skeftomai oti einai kapoios pisw kai perimenei... Tote giati mou elege oti exw to potential kapoiou pou tha mporouse na basistei? Giati mou eipe oti an iparxei thelisi ola ginontai... Mipws poli apla den iparxei thelisi?
Exw ftasei se shmeio pou ksaplwnw to brady, mia stigmi entelws diki mou kai kanenos allou opou mporw na skeftw O,TI egw goustarw kai omws... pleon einai adunato na skeftw otidipote to thetiko mazi tou, den blepw fws apo pouthena. Kai auto pou me skotwnei einai to potential pou elege... Ti kai pws kai poso tha MPOROUSE na einai otidipote metaksi mas.
Den thimamai pio palia.. me ton prwin mou as poume pou ton ithele sxedon gia 2 xronia prin ta ftiaksoume... enoiwtha toso xalia? Enoiwtha toso anaksia kai axristi? Enoiwtha toso gomena_pros_apofigi? Den kserw... Kai anarwtiemai pou pige autos o dinamikos anthrwpos pou xwnotan stis katastaseis kai ta tinaze ola sto aera. Me exei afoplisei. Den eimai egw.. Den mou aresei auto pou eimai opote pws einai dynaton na aresei se allon...
Den zhtaw oute na mou uposxethei aiwnia agaph kai desmeusi, oute kan na periorisei otidipote apo tin zwi tou gia emena. Na mou ksekatharisei ti noiwthei. AN noiwthei... Tin teleutaia fora pou milisame imoun entelws tipiki... to idio kai autos. Shmeiwteon oti den mou milise autos.. PALI egw ton epiasa. Sto telos mou egrapse ena filakia... den kserw apo ti to ekane... apo sunitheia, apo anagi... to idio mou kanei. Den mou eksigise tpt oute pote efige oute pws oute kan ti egine...
Den mou aksizei tetoia sumperifora kai to kserw. Se kanenan den tha aksize. Alla den kserw giati to paleuw akoma... Milisa me tin Petro proxtes. O Petros einai mia poli endiaferousa periptwsi andra... Me tromeri kaliergeia san anthrwpos kai polles empeiries. Kanonisame na brethoume kapoio sab/kur na pame ekdromi. Stin skepsi kai mono oti mporei na me aggiksei to mualo mou fernei tin eikona tou allou...
KOURASTIKA
Ivresse
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